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2005-09-23T18:04:00.000-07:00

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Butterfly....

2005-06-13T22:26:00.000-07:00

hey..i was in the train to school today and i saw a beautiful butterfly...it was flying around and in the end landed on my shoulder....it was baby blue and greyish in color...so pretty!!! hehe...

What a weekend!!

2005-06-12T22:24:00.000-07:00

phew...!!! wee..i just showered...i walked and cycled all the way from gombak to cck....what a workout!! hehe...thanks to my bro...he offered to cycle me back to cck...then along the way, called min up to chat...hehe thanks for the company dude!! *smiles*

okie...here's what happened to me during the weekends....saturday after work, i met up with my aunt over at bukit panjang plaza...did some shopping and had some girl to girl talk...she's cool lah...understanding and all...then after shopping, my aunt received a call from one of her friends...something happened at my place, and my mom went to the fella's house...she tried to contact me but never got through....sensing something must be wrong, we head to gombak. My kuzin came along also...

when i got there, i asked mom what happened...it seems that the same incident is happening again...the letterbox scam and all that shit...i was very pissed by then....if i found out who the culprit is, i sure as hell gonna make him or her pay...! anyway..while my aunt and mom was talking, i was standing by the door, then i noticed this guy lurking at my front door...without a word, i ran down...while running down, i saw this indian guy standing at level 3 with a handphone and was looking aroung rather anxiously, i took a very good look at him and ran downstairs...as i got to my letterbox, i saw an indon maid with some letters in her hand and i stared at her too...then i went to the group of malay kids sitting under the block, nothing seems to be amiss though....tried to look around somemore, but no one seems suspicious! sigh...
as i predicted, the guy who was lurking at my front door was one of the victim of the letterbox scam! arghh..stupid people...ok ATTENTION to all peeps!!!! THERE SEEM TO BE A NEW SCAM USING LETTERBOX. ESPECIALLY LETTERBOX THAT ARE BROKEN OR SPOILT AND CANT BE UNLOCKED. These conn men or woman will call up guys (so far, i found out that they got the guys' numbers from chatlines or even the yellow pages or somewhere) and convinced them of either a one night stand kind of thing, or some pity case, like they have sick family members to take care of, and need money....so after being convinced, these stupid-oes will be asked to place their money (ranging from 50-70bucks) into the letterbox (which is unknown to them that its spoilt!) and they will then make their way to the house. Which happen to be my spoilt letterbox and my house!!! Freaking hell... At first my mom thought the knockings were from salesmen...but by the 4th month, we realised that the knockings have intervals...9am, 2pm, 7pm...around which this time the guys will knock and look for a girl name leila or sheila or shida or whoever....and the story goes on until we made a report with one of the stupid victims..i will say it again...STUPID victims...and we remade our letterbox lock....
and so...recently my letterbox was broken again...so the same thing is happening again!!! im freaked out because im not at home...but my mom and bro is...what if the victims seek revenge? what if they thought its us who did all the scam? then mom will be in danger! sigh...i just hope the fire incident a few months back had nothing to do with the letterbox scam... whoever puts my family in danger, will pay for it...for the meantime, the letterbox is being remade again...
ok enough of that shit...after the whole thing that night, me and my aunt and kuzin went to Alif to drink tea and eat pratas...hehe...after that we made our way to her place. my aunt bought some hair dyes..and she got some extra bottles of it, so me and my kuzin decided to dye our hair...hehe so fun...the whole night we dyed our hair and watched malay movie...at 1230am, my kuzin went back his house (which is just on the top floor...my aunt's on the 5th floor)...

ok the scary thing that happened to me that night was the hp incident...i was sleeping in another room, across from my aunt...i placed my hp at one corner of the room and left it to charge, then i got to sleep at 1am...then at 3am, i woke up to find the hp on my hand...and on it, it says one missed call at 2.30am...and it was a private number!! sheesh...a little spooked, i quickly placed it at the charger and went back to sleep....

on the sunday morning, i woke up at 7am and went to shower....rang my kuzin house and woke him up...then after im ready, went up to my grandma house to have breakfast...hehe i called up sylvia coz she hadnt msged me since morning...haha guess what? she just woke up when i called her...so met up with her at Dover mrt and the 3 of us made ur way to east coast....

when we got there, we skated for an hour and a half...hehe...it was fun but tiring....but very fun...glad i have a blading kaki...we bladed from the macdonalds there to bedok jetty and back... after that, we took a bus to town where i met dearie and jon...but sylvia had to go back home...i think coz she's really tired....hmm..but the next blading trip is just gonna be the two of us..haha...but i had a great time...as always....

well...thats about all that happened...hehe yesh i know its kinda long...but my blog what...dont like dont read ah...haha kidding....ok going to bed now...feeling crappy already...lolx...
p/s: wee!!! tml im working!!! pastamania is so much fun!!! *wink wink* hint hint...scotts outlet k? hehe...

my thoughts: miss my best friend....Tasha...where are you?? :)
good night stars...good night moon...*hugs my teddy* *close my eyes* ZzzzZZ

Locked out...she wont let me in!!!

2005-06-10T22:23:00.000-07:00

ok you wont believe what happen to me last night....i got locked out!!! so pissed...i went back to cck last night, walked all the way from the mrt and when i got to the doorstep, was sweating like pig, and tried to open the door.....and...its locked!!! sigh...then i called my kuzin hp, but she off her damn hp....ok i was still calm...then i tried knocking for freaking half an hour.... then i realise she actually want to lock me out....so ok lor...i made my way back downstairs and took a freaking cab to gombak, and the uncle drive freaking slow...coz there was no more train so i took a cab. luckily dearie gave me money that night, else i would have just slept at the corridor...
when i got to gombak, it cost me about $7.20!!! hur hur...i was so pissed last night....when i got home, i showered and got to bed. Since i was so darn pissed, i cant get myself to sleep...but thanks to my silly bro, he cheered me up and i slept soon after....

Pastamania!!!!

2005-06-08T22:21:00.000-07:00

Dear diary,
I just finished watching Kal Ho Naa Ho....hehe..bollywood!! hmm..well actually i watch half of it...gonna watch the other half when im free again...its super duper niceee....gosh im a sucker for romance movies....

okie, tuesday was my first day on the job at Pastamania...hmm...was kinda blur at first coz there were so many things to remember...but for the next 2 days, im gonna be stationing at the support station...its the place where drinks and garlic breads are made...hehe...i even got a notebook to write down whatever i learnt for the day....so far so good...did dining and all...wow they are very particular about little things and super duper perfectionist! hmmph... ouh first day of work, i ate marinara...its spaghetti with seafood...hehe...maybe today i will try their pizzas...looks tempting....

ouh...on monday, after school, met up with TAsha and we went to Causeway POint to accompany her mom (my godmom...hehe) to shop for bags and shoes....me and tasha got there early so we went to do some window shopping...hehe we eyed this gold named necklace which even had bling blings on them...gosh...and we went to perfume department and tried on the escada perfumes...i am so attracted to the smell....so sweet....hmm i think im gonna put it in my wishlist!! hehe...after that, i tried on some pretty clothes...and yesh im so in love with this green top....so niceee!!! hopefully when i get my pay, the top will still be there...haha
okie when Tasha's mom arrived, we went to shop around for bags and shoes....so fun!! hehe after that went to eat at KFC...and guess who i saw there? shida!! haha one of my fellow npcc mates of pulau ubin!!! lolx...ouh i got discounts from her...hehe good that i know lots of peeps huh? lolx...after our tummys are full, we went to cold storage to shop for househld stuff...after that i made my way to bukit merah to get my typhoid jab....

in the evening, my primary school mates planned to have dinner at al-ameen bukit timah there...but when i got there, all who came were guys...gosh the girls couldnt make it...so i sat with them and they ordered their food while i only drank...we talked about what's happening in our lives now...what they are doing and most of the guys got bikes! haha good for you all...we even planned how we gonna celebrate this year's HAri Raya!! gosh...i stayed on for an hour before making my way out of there....it was so nice to meet up with them, gosh, i've known them almost all my life....

well..got to go now...very tired after a long day spent outside...toodles...

finally another entry!!! woohoo

2005-05-31T20:18:00.000-07:00

hey finally an update at last!!! haha...and yeah!! im back in school now...i missed my classmates soooo badly....oh and i spot a few new haircuts...yesh imah, your haircut is fabulous!!! and azlin...love those curls....hehe my 2 sis becoming more prettier eh? *winks*

okok...before i forget...i wanna wish my dear FANA...HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY girl!!! *muacks* last year as a teenager liao...so better be crazy now before we turn to adults!! hehe...and i wish for you to be happy each and everyday, may smiles and laughter be by your side no matter how hard the road or journey seems...and i will be there for you too if or whenever you need me aightz...

okie one more person...almost forgot...HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY NASRI!!! he's my friend, my bro and my mentor....hope you are happy always with your love ones...thanks for all the advice and support that you gave me...really appreciate it very much....be the cool and funny nasri that i know...best of luck and best wishes!

ok...remember i told you peeps that im moving to my kuzin house at cck? ok...i finally moved into her house!!! officially! hehe...at first i was kinda scared and unsure..but after what dearie told me, i felt much better.... you'll be missing home and all at first, its normal..but after a while you will get used to it. And now, im so absolutely love it...its a cool feeling being the only person to depend on....but hey, i have my own room, my own bed, my own tv and radio and soon, my own broadband...

okie so everyday i had to walk to mrt...which is cool with me...aint that far anyway, just a 15 minutes walk....morning exercise...i've gained a little weight during the hols, so im not surprised if i lost weight too after a few months....hehe...

ok school was fun...though now everyone is separated by our own specialisation...i got to work with new peeps too...cindy and xinyi and grace and taufiq and bryan are in my class too...got a few others which i forgotten their names....so cool...ok so far so good...i attended all the lessons and i wasnt late for the lessons...

my goal this semester is to get good attendance and good grades...im not gonna slack anymore...coz this is the last lap and im gonna get through it....no shit can stop me...hehe

dearie is sick today...im so worried for him...i hope he gets better or else im gonna drag him to see doctor tml...*pray pray*

HOLIDAY EVENTS:
most of the days was spent working my ass off...haha...on saturdays, spent time with TASHA and ZAID and MIMIN at paradigm....had a really cool time everytime we went out...

i found my roller blading kaki!!! sylvia's my saviour!! haha...we planned to buy blades and blade every saturdays at east coast or even sentosa...fun right? okie..if anyone else interested, can contact me okie? the more the merrier!!!

spent some quality time with dearie and getting to know each other more...ouh...i miss bro jon!!! haha and fara and sue and ping!!! if you are reading this, we should go out watch movie or eat k?

oo...and i really really treasure TASHA and SHERRI very much....i miss my sec school sisterz gang and so i shall treasure every moment i have with my friends....love you girls very much!! *hugs*

hmm..talking about missing....i miss my mommy now...though i went home just now to get the rest of my stuff, i feel like as if mom is sad...hmm not a good timing to move out...i hope everything's ok at home....

alright gonna go to bed now...tml have to be in school by 10... okie good night star, good night moon...sweet dreams and starlight and moon beams... ZzzzZZZ

Delete me account? you serious?

2005-05-17T03:44:00.000-07:00

hey...is it true? they gonna delete my account? or someone just messing with me? hmm...

okie..im at cck library now blogging away...today's my off day so went to chillz at rozz place...and i finally got my goddamn pay...fana is soo happy now too...when wanna meet up babe?

Tasha is at cck too...but at mac...hehe...meeting her later i guess... lots of things happen but gonna update it soon when school reopens... dearie reading about mecca....hehe...

okie peeps, when you free? i wanna go johor to eat!!! haha... ouh i hope i get pastamania job soon...*wish wish*

im back...grins

2005-04-20T01:41:00.000-07:00

hey peeps...thank you so much for tagging...and im sooo sorry for not being able to update my bloggy...but rest assured, im gonna work hard and get my damn internet back!! yippee...

okie what have i been up lately? working!! at jurong east...haha my hush puppies is trying to get into NTUC...lolx...but the sales is not bad....though i feel lonely...so lonely...haha...anyway its actually not bad lah here...the customers never failed to entertain me!! haha so many characters that you may find wierd and irritating....but the promotion is going to end pretty soon...on the 28th april...

yesterday i had to go giant imm to do some stock take...gosh it really sucks coz i had to wait till the store closes then we can start our stock taking....but i cheated...i counted all the stock first, then i pasted the sticker on the product and flipped it on the reverse so that they cant see it... and when they said we could start, i just turned it back to the front and went off...hehe...it was so kekekz...then the other promoters followed my move...lolx...

hmm...im having a wedding date with dearie on this coming sunday!! wee...so cute...i will wear my white baju kurung and he will be wearing his black shirt and tie...hmm i think a pink tie?? lolx..anyway i cant wait...and thanks to fana sweetie, she gonna help cover for me for work on the sunday....

last saturday i spent time with dearie and dan and shan at alleybar...all drinking tequilla and playing silly games...it was quite hilarius coz they were trying to get poor shan drunk!! and indeed he was...gosh....you should see the way he dance when we went to rouge afterwards... haha dearie call him the crazy white guy...and dan was drunked too...he was lalala-ing to me and dearie when we were dancing...and trying to rap to the songs...haha oh ya saw abu when we were at rouge and dearie offered him a drink...coz dan bought lots of it...i didnt drink lah...i only had orange juice the whole night...the scene was nice...though i had to minus off a few girls trying to get sexy at the podium...hehe...
afterwards, we walked dan to his car and made sure he was alright before heading home...me and dearie went to take night rider...hehe save money....*winks*

ouh...my class having chalet today..but sadly i couldnt make it coz i have to work...so sorry, but im sure you guys will have fun right...*grins*

ouh...recently been busy with work and all, i didnt get to spend time with Tasha sweetie and even dearie...but i will find the time sooner or later...i always do...and yesh i miss you peeps very much...hope to see you all soon...when i get my darn pay, we all go catch a movie alright??

my thoughts: missing dearie each and everyday....*muacks*
miss my best friend Tasha...hope you are feeling better and stronger each day...put the past behind and look foward to a new day...

okie peeps going to work soon...catch up with ya later!!

presentation and exam week...

2005-03-29T23:33:00.000-08:00

Monday
These are the pics of me and my bros(Ian, Taufiq, Ariff) and Letchmi and "ah beng nerd" while waiting to pass the time on monday afternn...

Overall performance was ok...the teacher commented on our sms thingy, which we must thank
our leader (Jie Larp) for coming up with such service to improve our project grades...hehe
can say he's a very good leader.... Though there were a few "cockups" during the
presentation, nonetheless i must say everyone put in great effort... Felicia and Azlin did a
good job on the products and services section... and Eunice for the nice template designs of
the website... wee!! finally its over and done with...
after my presentation, i had about haf and hour more to go before meeting dearie, so i
decided to chill with my bros near the school carpark...the one where they always go for a
smoke... hmm took a few pictures and all...had some laughs and updates...and yesh i have
pimple problems...due to stress i guess..it will go away soon...gosh so wierd for guys to
comment on girls pimples!! haha anyway i know you peeps care for me!! hehe muacks!! lolx
best brothers in the world!!

when i met up with dearie, we went to town first..i collected my durian cake from the
Mariott Hotel...and we went to Far East to meet up with dearie's friends...dear got this new
pair of brown shoes..really looks good on him...and he loves it...

after that, we went to Millenia Walk to get ourselves a couple ring...but when we got to the
shop, it didnt look as nice as it first did when i saw it...haiz...so decided to go Cineleisure instead.
Hehe...we did some real looking around and finally settled on this cool titanium promise
rings...it was real nice and we engraved our rings with our names...my ring with dearie name
on it, and his with mine on it...hehe...we even got 10% discount for the rings and free
engravings for all the letters...haha...i was esthatic and i love it!!

after that, me and dearie head back to Far East and ate dinner at Magic Wok..i ordered my
usual mee goreng and dearie, beef noodles and also fried wantons!! yummy...after that we
head to borders to pass the time...coz we are watching Miss Congeniality 2 at 9.45pm with
Iqbal and Sara and Jon and erm..i forgot this guy's name...

when we got to border's dearie's good friend came to talk to him about some stuff..and i
left them two alone to talk, while i did some reading up...when they were done, we head out to meet the rest...

I'd give the movie a 3 out of 5 popcorns! hehe...it was nice but not as funny as i expected it to be...well, its worth watching!! after the movie, we head home...

gosh, my tummy got problems...keep going to the ladies the whole freaking day...okie back to my books now...will update again soon...my exams will be from 6th to 11th April... wish me good luck...

miss you all very much!! *muacks*

Nothing much..same shitz diff dayz

2005-03-14T19:47:00.000-08:00

To my darlings: make yourself free on Good Friday k? we go Sentosa!! hehe...
gosh...its week 13 already and in week 16, we having our Semestral Exams!! if im not wrong ah..its on the 6-7 and 11th of April!! gosh...i better start my revision this week...cant play a fool liao...

never blog for quite some time..and there is so many events that happened that i dont even know where to start...ouh just wanna highlight, i cant access friendster from school..they blocked it recently...hmm..so gonna be quite slow in updating my friendster profiles and all...hehe dearie added me in friendster! haha..his friendster so cute! make me fly only...haha and i wanna thank bro Ian for the sweet testimonial...

hmm...today me went over to Tasha new house to chill...wee!! finally you moved house gerl...and you are so close to me!! haha we even planned to chill out at bukit batok area some days...haha and have sleepovers at each other's house...so cool right?? hehe...can go home late at night together...power!! haha ok anyway, when i got there, we ate our dinner and Tasha was sick...poor sweetie...her voice sounds like ateng liao!! hahaha...so cute...we went online and surf the web and after that watch tv...hehe her mom is really cool... haha at first thought of going for a swim..but changed our minds coz too lazy to even go out of the house...haha...sheesh...

wee...my pay is in!! whoahaha..hmm...but not much ah...lolx..ok why am i telling you all these? haha i dunno... okok anyway i miss eating nasi beryani at Blue Diamond!! ouh and i miss the kway teow goreng at Beach Road too...and now im cravin for oreo cheesecake...

haha..ok not much to write now...coz nothing big happened...okie thats all..see ya next time... *muacks*

2005-03-07T21:43:00.000-08:00

Artist: Brian McFadden & Delta Goodrem
Song: Almost Here

[Brian]
Did I hear you rightCoz I thought you said Let’s think it overYou have been my lifeAnd I never planned growing old without youShadows through the lightWhere the love once shines so brightCame without a reasonDon’t let go on us tonightLoves not always black and whiteHeaven I always loved you

[Delta]
But when I need you you're almost here
And I know that's not enough
And when I’m with you
I’m close to tears
Coz you're only almost here

[Brian]
I would change the world
If I had the chance
Oh won't you let me
Treat me like a child
Throw your arms around me
Oh please protect me

[Brian & Delta]
Bruised and battered by your words
Tainted shadowed now it hurts
[Brian]
Heaven I always loved you

[Delta]
But when I need you you're almost here
And I know that's not enough
And when I’m with you
I’m close to tears
Coz you're only almost here

[Brian & Delta]
Bruise and battered by your words
Taints and shadows now it hurts
Heaven I always loved you

[Delta]
Oh...when I need you you're almost here
[Brian]
When I never knew I’m far behind and I left you
[Delta]
And when I hold you you’re only almost here
[Brian]
Well I’m sorry that I took our love for granted
[Brian & Delta]
And now I’m with you I’m close to tears
[Brian]
Coz I know I’m almost here
[Brian & Delta]
Only almost here

Im back.... :D

2005-03-07T21:40:00.000-08:00

haloooo....sorry for the long absence sweeties...to darlings Tasha and Fana, YESH i wanna go beach!! haha really really miss that place...i wanna get tanned and play volleyball and build sandcastles and bath in the sea and and take many many pictures!!! hahaha so many things to do there...hope we can go there this weekend or next...hehe

Thursday...Slumber Party!
on thursday night, me went to overnight at Angie's house...the place is really nice...i like the space and scenery there man...gosh you can even see the moon and stars at night...and if i lived there, i wish to sleep by the window and just gaze at the sky til my eyes shut itself...haha it is that nice...hehe... There was Angie, me, Azlin, Eunice, Felicia and Eileen...ouh and Benny, Angie's bro...So while the 4 of them went on to play Mahjong, me and Azlin and Benny went to bake brownie's! hehe..erm actually its a chocolate cake ah..coz i didnt read properly when i bought it...hehe but it was really nice... easy to bake...

when the brownie's was ready, we ate it while playing a game of Scrabble and Monopoly...haha we played til it was almost 6am siah!! sheesh...so by then, everyone was already tired out and sleepy...and we have a class at 8am! gosh...since i couldnt sleep, i just used Angie's laptop and cleaned up the dishes and rubbish...haha by the time everyone was up, we took a cabby to school...

it was a fun and cool girls slumber party!! maybe next time we should bake cookies!! haha..lolx... erm...Maam Angie must raise my pay and Azlin's pay by then!! hahaha...

Friday...Romeo & Juliet!
When we got to school...my eyes were really heavy...i kept dozing off...and while waiting for my friends to finish up their work, i slept in the lab itself...gosh...i really dozed off to dreamland....but by lunchtime, i was too sleepy to stay in school, so i went home and slept... called dear to meet up a little later coz i need to get my sleep... but when i got home, i forgot to charge my handphone and it went flat...by the time i got up, it was 7pm!! and the Romeo & Juliet play was 730pm at Stadium Waterfront....so i got up and called dearie...phew! he wasnt angry...he could still laugh...haha bad...and since we missed each other badly, we still met up...haha...thanks for being so understanding B...*muacks*

when we got to town, we went to have a light dinner at Lido and met up with Jon to watch movie...ouh after that Baby, Jon's gf, came to join us for movie...we chose Hitch...haha it was really really funny and cute...its a must watch and i give it a 4 out of 5 rating! *grins* and Jon & gf was really sweet...awww...so cute lah you two...im so happy for the both of them...

Saturday....Saturday Night Fever!
last saturday i went to LiquidRoom to club, all thanks to Ross dearie...i brought along Tasha and Zaid and Wan, then met up with dearie, Fara, Jon and Su there...when we got there, wow...the guest list queue was so long! so dearie and Jon went to queue while we waited somewhere else...haha and while waiting, Fara flashed her boobs!! and i screamed!! twice! reason? coz Su made scared me from behind and bcoz Fara flashed her boobs!!!! hahaha....crazy...

when we finally got tagged, we entered the place, gosh..it was so damned crowded! but its the coolest scene that night...coz the music is great, dear's friend was spinning, dani the beatboxer was there and everyone was having fun! haha we laughed and teased at other clubbers...i got to dance with my boo!!first time for me.. aww..he's so cute...haha my B can dance ok...hehe...love you dear! *muacks*

haha everyone was crazy that night...me and Tasha did our sexy dance moves and Fara and Su joined in...haha dear was laughing away... anyway we all did had a lot of fun that night...erm and by the time i got home, my entire legs are aching!! haha

Horoscopes

2005-03-02T19:32:00.000-08:00

General
PISCES
Monthly Forecast for March, 2005
Provided by Astrology.com Yearly Forecast

This could be a big month for you, so take it slow and steady, because that's what wins the race. If the 1st and 2nd are a little foggy and full of things that go 'bump!' in the dark, don't let it spook you. But don't sign anything, either. The 5th and 6th, you're going to get some assistance from a few friends you didn't even know you had in high places. Be sure to thank them later. The 7th and 8th, you'll be turning that good-witch-of-the-east energy on for a few folks lower down than you are on the food chain. If they don't send thank-you notes, don't sweat it. You really did help them, and that's its own reward. The 9th and 10th are 'you' days. You're your bright, shiny, thankful, helpful, good-looking best self. And a lot of people love you! The 13th and 14th are your romance days, when some of that love could turn lusty. Mm, mm! The 18th and 19th could be more of the same kissy-kissy kind of fun. The 22nd or 23rd, things start to slow down, but you're grateful for the respite, because on the 25th, the volume gets turned way, way back up. The end of the month contains more of the rollicking energy you enjoyed on the 18th and 19th. Enjoy it!

PISCES
Year 2005 Overview
Provided by Astrology.com

As the New Year arrives, Pisces, you'll be quite intent on making a name for yourself within a group situation. You'll do a fine job of it, and you'll be remembered for some time to come for your efforts. During January, you'll be focused on joint financial situations and intimate relationships, all of which will work out quite well as long as you're not afraid to ask for -- and take -- the advice of an elder. The new Moon in your own sign on March 10th will call your attention to your physical self -- and while you in particular should never ignore your emotions, you might want to pay attention to the outer you, just for a while.

During spring, and most especially in April, monetary changes could be en route. Does that mean you'll be pinching pennies? Not at all. In fact, if you're smart about it, you may have more money to spend frivolously than you've had in some time. After the 15th of April, thanks to Venus in steadfast Taurus and your house of communications, you'll be especially persuasive, too. Don't even think about giving up on any argument. You're ready to make constructive changes, and to make them quickly. You go!

Once summer arrives, you can rest assured that you'll be entertained -- and quite amused! At least one new suitor will come your way after the 21st of July -- someone who's as home- and family-oriented as yourself. You'll also be willing to apply yourself completely to getting the job done at work, but with family issues so pleasant, who'd blame you if you were late -- or even absent -- for a few days?

As the year draws to a close, one-on-one relationships will still keep you busy, but with the solar eclipse of October 3rd, and the lunar eclipse of the 17th, you'll shift to money matters -- joint financial issues in particular. If you're not happy with the way your half of the money is being handled, take back control of the checkbook and don't apologize for it. Be careful with finances during the holidays, but do enjoy yourself.

Love & Relationships
PISCES
Monthly Love for March, 2005
Provided by Astrology.com Yearly Love
A little emotional upheaval never permanently damaged anybody who took the time and space to properly deal with it, right? So the 1st through the 3rd, sit with that romantic problem. Look at it. Process it. Okay, now put it in the laundry, do a spin cycle, fold it neatly and sell it at the second-hand shop down the street by the 7th or 8th at the very latest. Whew! Buy yourself a banana with the proceeds and count yourself lucky: now you can move on feeling freshly pressed and well-nourished starting the 10th! There could be a definite upswing in your romantic life come the 13th, 14th and 15th, when a message from far away (or maybe not so far away ... ) brings a few butterflies to your tummy. Who is it from? The answer could surprise everybody but you on the 18th. The 20th through the 24th, those butterflies could turn into a whole darn migratory movement that's headed your direction! By the end of the month you're asking yourself, could this be love? Well, baby, don't count it out, that's for sure.
Year 2005 RomancePISCESProvided by Astrology.com

Your list of New Year's resolutions includes something important to you in the love department, and you pursue it with a ferocity that some folks say is quite unlike you. In January, listening closely nets you lots of pertinent information, and after the first week in February you gain an understanding that's invaluable for your love life for the rest of the year. You start a transformation that continues the weekend of February 18th, when you're utterly captivating. The days surrounding March 10th, too, are very favorable for you and whatever romantic antics you're up to.

Your money may be on your mind in mid-April, but don't miss an opportunity to kick off spring romance in style from the 14th to the 16th. Singles fascinate all around them with their allure, while the coupled up captivate their sweeties anew. In mid-May, your selfless assistance of someone else in the love arena benefits your romantic karma in amazing ways. As far as your own affairs, it's time to stop analyzing and go for it -- you'll never know what might have been otherwise.

Summertime brings new suitors for singles and a possible change in status for those already attached. The first weekend in June is excellent for communicating your dreamy feelings and abundance of sentiment, while July 23rd and 24th are all about you (and you're all about love). August 19th and the days after mark the hottest point of your personal summer, so make hay while the sun shines.

Plan some autumnal moongazing and some serious romance around September 17th -- staring deep into each other's eyes is definitely in order. And if you've got someone new in mind -- or something new in mind with your current someone -- there's no time like October 22nd through 24th. Relationships are favored right around Thanksgiving and again toward the end of December, so shine yours up or prepare for the gift of a new one.

Muahahaha...Happy birthday to me....

2005-02-21T23:36:00.000-08:00

firstly i would like to say a big Thank You!!! to all those who had wished me a Happy
Birthday...thank you soo much for remembering...it really means soo much to me...*muacks*this past few days been really cool and fun!! haha who wouldnt be, when they are spending
time with their loved ones and of coz my darlings....haha

Paradigm
on the 18th, meet up with my darlings, natasha and sherri to celebrate my
birthday, in advanced...hehe...as usual, went to eat dinner at Magic Wok Far East..ouh and
this time, there's fried wanton!! hahaha yummy...then while eating, natasha gave me
my birthday present...its a lovely-best_friends_only- bling_bling necklace!! haha its really
nice...gosh thats the sweetest thing...thank you sweetie...you're the best friend i ever
had...*muacks*

after dinner, we made our way to Paradigm...along the way, there was the Chingay event going
on...haha and even though it was kinda crowded, the 3 of us still walk side by side holding
hands...haha like our own road like that...then when we got to Paradigm, we got tagged and
me and sherri signed up for the Lady's Card...hehe when we got inside, Zaid and his
friend already there..erm iqram(paiseh dunno how to spell)...the place was almost empty
seh..so the girls went to get their free drinks..no lah i never drink...after drinking, we
went to PS 7-11 to slack...i bought my drink and chocolates...yummy...perk me up a little... then i met ken and anis and steph at PS...hmm their emo moment i can tell...

haha we listened to songs on Zaid's handphone...haha which is much more fun compared to the
scene previously...haha i think im into reggae now..lolx...

by the time we got there, the club was filled with more people...thankfully..but hor...this
one joker was dancing away on the dance floor...haha when he gets tired, he sat down and
when he was hyper, he start to dance again...gosh he is the only one on the dance floor
leh..haha... horrible...

after that, zaid's friend, min came down to join us...haha friendly guy..and he is a pisces
too...his birthday is on the 26th feb...so cool...sherri is a pisces too...3 pisces clubbing
tonight babeh...haha after a while, we started dancing and laughing...it was oklah...at
least we did have a little fun...

at the end of the day, the guys sent us home on their bikes...me with min and tasha with
zaid..ahaha and thats when everyone knows im a bike virgin!! haha lolx...i asked tasha(the
expert..hehe) to teach me how to ride...paiseh man...but it was fun...really fun...when we
stop at shell, we took pictures...i really had a cool time that night...yeah man im inspired
to get a bike license now...

thank you tasha and sherri for the cool night out...and min for sending me home...*muacks*
love you girls to bits mann...hehe

Happy Birthday!!!
wee...20th was my birthday, but i celebrate it on 21st instead coz both me and dear are
working...so on the monday, met up with dear after class and went to Mediacorp to claim my
tix for the Romeo & Juliet play...hehe..cool huh...thanks to dearie...

after that, we took a cabby to town, and went to have dinner at Cream Bistro @ pacific
plaza..haha me first time eating there...we had hot&spicy chicken wings..which is very
nice..and i had spaghetti goreng and lime ice-blended and oreo cheesecake...and dearie had
salmon udon and mango ice-blend...hehe i was so full by the time we left teh place...

after that, we went to catch Hide&Seek at Lido shaw...dearie slept during the movie!! but he
guessed the ending pretty well...haha bleargh..action seh...haha...i didnt expect the ending
to be that way...haha...anyway you guys have to watch it...i give it 3 out of 5 popcorns...

after movie, we went home...dear sent me home again..hehe..so gentleman...we slack under my
block for a while so i could open my gifts...guess what i got?? haha i was shocked seh!!i got a Guess Charm Bracelet...really sweet...match with the necklace that tasha bought for
me...and he bought me the Levi's top that i liked...haha found out he and my darling tasha
subahat to find me a gift for my birthday...haha...no wonder she kept asking me whether i
liked the top...hehehe...dear sang me a sweet birthday song...gosh i was blushing by then...

my thoughts: i enjoyed my birthday very much...never been this pampered...gosh...i feel like
the luckiest gurl on earth!! i will treasure these moments and will always do...thanks
dearie...and thanks sweetie tasha n sherri...

you can view natasha blog for more details too...

Wasting some time...

2005-02-16T20:48:00.000-08:00

Pisces

Your positive traits:
You're very tuned into your lover's feelings - and always doing something caring.Sweetness - you're the most romantic person your parnter has ever met.You get easily swept away and are a total delight to fall in love with.

Your negative traits:
You are super duper sensitive and find it hard to get out of a sad mood.It's difficult for you to tell your sweetie no, even when you should.You often tell your partner what they want to hear, instead of being honest.

Your ideal partner:
Is straight from a fairy tale - the man or woman of your dreamsIs a total romantic, with an artistic or creative sideLoves to express their love to you, in all sorts of unique ways

Your dating style: Dreamy. You like traditional romantic dates, like picnics in the park and candlelight dinners.

Your seduction style:
Fearless - you try what your parnter suggests, no matter how unusual.Loving. You'll take your pleasure second, if necessary.Internal. A lot of your enjoyment takes place within your head.

Tips for the future:
Be more realistic. Your romantic ideal is nice, but it may just not happen.Let go of your fear of rejection - it's holding you back from being with your true love.Open yourself up to a new love. The person you think you want make not be the one..

Best color to attract mate: Seafoam green

Best day for a date: Friday

haha got this from natasha..cool eh...sounds like me...sheesh...

Wednesday
after school, met up with dearie at taka coffee club to have dinner...haha when i got there, daniel ong is there too!! ouh and this guy, danny...haha so cool man...i was impressed when he can do all those bbox thing(for those who not sure what it is, its the sounds they make with their mouth...haha...)...gosh...genius...and they were all really friendly, but i was kinda quiet...haha shocked to see Dan lah...he is funny as always...but of coz my dearie funnier...lolx...
and the food was great! i had baked chicken macaroni...really nice...haha dear help me to finish it too...haha and we had fondue... gosh heavenly foods!! and danny was already overwhelm...haha he reminds me of eric...haha similar reaction siah...had a really cool dinner and thanks to Dan for treating us all...

after that, me and dear went to kinokuniya to check out some books...later jon joined us there...ouh and i learned who is lucifer... haha blurness...after that, we went to far east where dear and jon went to shop for some t-shirts...hmm no tee which i liked, so didnt buy anything...later on, we went to join the rest at mac to chill...had great laughs and after that we went home...

yippeee....3 more days to muah birthday!!! so happy!!!

ouh dearie got me 2 teddies and a box of sweets for valentine's day...so cute!! haha thanks dear...*muacks*

so confuse...

2005-02-15T00:11:00.000-08:00

im so confuse...will be blogging again after a few days...

=Under Construction=

Valentine's Day

2005-02-14T01:14:00.000-08:00

My Poem
These words are my own...erm titleless poem...

Have you thought of what you would do.
If you lose a loved one
Or someone close to you.
Will you let the time fly and cry all day,
Or will you stop to think and pray.

Will you hold on to his or her things
Or pack it in boxes and throw it away.
Will you just remember the first hello
Or just the last goodbye.
Will you sit by the phone, waiting for him to call,
But cry because he couldn't at all.

Will you regret what you didnt do
Or regret 'cause its too late to say "I love you"
How could i ever forgive myself
If something bad happens to you
Taking for granted that each day i had you.
Now i know what i would do,
So i take this moment to say that "I love you".

-Hidayana-

Valentine's Day
Gosh...its the day of the year where flowers are everywhere...and the time of month where i will be broke and so will my bf...hahaha reason? its the month of V-day and muah birthday...haha anyway i got my rose just now...plus a blue rose from Alex(so sweet right...haha thanks Alex), a paper rose from Brian(so cute seh...i think he make himself one...), and ferrero rocher flower from Cindy(hehe...yummy)....cool day for flowers...of coz the rest of my darlings also got one too...hehe...everyone soo happy today....Happy Valentine's Day everyone!!!

anyway today went for the OS class, which was at 12pm, did the CMS quiz for 30minutes and after that went to eat lunch with my darlings...haha it was Eunice's treat becoz she hit 4d..haha consolation $75...lolx...we all came up with the numbers and she went to buy...haha so lucky seh...ok so we went to Mac to eat...then bum into Natasha & Sherri..haha all wearing black today...sheesh...oh yeah we having our V-day date today!! woohoo...girls date...haha friends are special too ok...hmm..anyway im waiting for 6pm so can meet up with Nat & Sherri later...actually im kinda broke already...haha so must budget-ize a bit...

The Night
last saturday, i met up with natasha after work to chill in town....we went shopping for a while at Far East and head to Forum afterward...haha then in the end, we end up sitting at Forum Mac, where we bumped into Amir(from my secondary school...)...haha but sadly no free fries...haha freebie freak me..

dearie Ross came to meet me after work...hehe..he look so cute in that hat...
after that natasha went off to paradigm with her bro and friends, and me and dearie and jon went to Mad Monks...haha...when got there, i make somemore new friends..hmm...cool bunch of peeps...

everyone was dancing away...me? haha chilling with dearie by the river at clarke quay....it was a quiet and sweet moment until, the sky start to pee...haha....dear said bangle peeing from the top building...haha..ok lame..anyway thats the night i am officially his girlfriend...haha...oklah i very blurr gurl...i wont know im his until he tell me...and the rest of the night i felt dizzy...from the excitement of being his girl...haha crazy head...okok...

anyway im really glad he came to my life...and he is thankful for that too...i hope i have found what i've been searching for....*wish wish*

okie got to go now...toodles~

my words: I love Wong Kuan Ming Roszaimi!!! *muacks*

Woohoo...term break...

2005-02-10T23:39:00.000-08:00

Captain Ball Tournament
haha on the 5th of february, my team clinched Gold!! for the Captain Ball tournament... haha so happy!! we never thought we could win..but everyone did their best...we wanted silver but we brought home Gold!! ahaha..on that day Ross dearie came down to support muah...haha pity him coz he didnt have enough sleep but still come down to support...so sweet right...hehe..ouh but bad bad thing...he kena sun burn...sorry sweetie...gosh i felt so bad for asking him to come down...but i have to thank him for coming down to support...that was really sweet...

ouh during the game, "rudolf" shouted CHI-BYE at me...haha reason? coz i was marking her damn close and she doesnt liked it...haha she asking for it anyway..who ask her to mark people like that...? and then after that got an accident...sheesh i was really shocked to see that much blood...she kinda trip on my foot when trying to get the ball, while i was turning...and she kind of scrape her old wound...arghh...painful...but i did apologise even though not my fault...hmm...

overall great game, Outkast got 3rd, Jo's Kambing Soup (haha..khairul's team) 2nd and NIL (my team) first... hehe..had lots of fun and excitement that day....ouh ouh and my bro, taufiq team won the soccer tournament too...hehe congrats bro!! like brother like sister...heh heh...

Girls Night Out
anyway after the tournament, i went to shower in school and meet up with natasha in town...after that we went to eat dinner at Magic Wok..heh heh yummy mee goreng and all time fav food, fried wanton!! after eating, went to shop shop..me bought a tank top and a pair of earrings, and my bro's mest cap...cheap cheap...haha...so happy...after that went to play pool with tasha and her guy...at first tasha dont wanna play...and then after my first game with him, tasha joined in...haha she got addicted to pool now!! hahaa...kekekz seh...

after that, me and tasha went home...actually tot of going clubbing, but no guys...so met up with Ross and jon to go back home together...haha this 2 kookoos dont know how to go home...so tired and shagged still hang around in town...haha..cute siah...

Girls Night Out Again
Monday was the start of my term break, i was kinda bored at home early in the morning, so plan to meet up with Natasha and Sherri...since they have attachment, so met them up kinda late...i was so bored, i went to Westmall to shop around to see if there was anything nice to buy...but sadly none...only got myself a nice sweater...hehe...

after that, i head down to Orchard Library...haha my fav solo spot...was reading Visual Basic book...haha i thought can get a few ideas on how to implement my project, but sadly none...haha school notes are much more useful... after borrowing my books, i went to eat my lunch, tot of asking Ross to join me, but he already eaten...so i went to Delifrance, coz i was craving for Ciabatta..yummy...hehe with tuna of coz...erm but i never liked the soup...its too salty for me...after dinner Ross asked me to come over to Lucky Plaza Pool there...so i went there to look for him..i blur seh..coz never went to that pool area before...sheesh..when i got there, i made new friends!!... like Ezza(who seems to look familiar but i cant recall..haha), Nurul(the quite one...hehe) and Muni(the one with the really cool hair...and she is my junior in my school...hehe..small world)...anyway Ross dear accompanied me at Lido Mac until Natasha & Sherri arrived...haha while waiting, Jon made really funny jokes..not lame but really funny for the first time seh..haha...coz he too shag from the lack of sleep...and then everyone went home..so left me and Ross...we chatted and joked...haha i blur enough to fall for the 2 legged duck joke...sheesh...Yana's blurr moment....haha...

after meeting up with the girls, Ross head home and we girls head to Magic Wok again for dinner...haha i was starving by then...but too bad, no more fried wanton...so i ordered thai balachan fried rice...not bad...hehe filling...

after that we went to Forum, but it was kinda pack and decided to watch midnight movie instead...hehe and Sherri recommended A Moment To Remember...its a korean romance movie...haha at first i kind of have doubts whether i will be able to be moved or touched by the movie...haha and guess what? i was the first one to cry among the 3 girls!! haha i thought only bollywood make me cry....but the show is worth watching!! really nice and it has a good plot...good actors and actresses...might even catch a few korean phrases along the way..haha...sweeet....ouh i finally got my jumbo hotdog that i was craving for...haha recently got alot of cravings seh...maciam pregnant like that...sheesh...

ok after that, we walked all the way down to esplanade...haha when we got there, we were so shagged...i turn on my radio and the two sleepyheads slept....i was still awake...i cant sleep lah.. haha...when they finally woke up, we took a cabby home...hmm no more late nights for you girls if its a school night k? hehe but we had fun laughing and crying and laughing again....lolx...

Go Johor
OUh on wednesday i went to JB with my kuzin and aunt instead...haha too bad no KL for me... anyway luckily it wasnt that crowded...ok first thing we all bought when we got there was VCDs!! haha siow...my aunt bought 7, my kuzin bought 6 and me 2....haha crazee...kena caught then you know...haha...i bought Meet the Fockers coz bro wanted to watch it soo much but didnt get the chance...and Princess Diaries 2 for me...hmm the rest were DVDs so i cant buy coz my com cant read DVD haha...lolx...

after shopping for VCDs, we were starving and went to eat at Pizza Hut....yummy was really full when we finally left the place, ordered the new pizza, spaghetti, garlic bread(a must!! haha), chicken wings, salad and soups....gosh...we were that hungry seh...haha...then after that, we went to shop somemore...bought facial stuff, i bought 2 tops, a pair of earrings and chewing gums...i was really happy...but sadly when i got home, one of the top was a short sleeved one..haha blur me never check...anyway its ok...maybe next time...

Girls Night Out part 3
hmm...yesterday meet up with Natasha & KT....haha we girls never get bored of each other...lolx..went to eat at Forum Mac coz all other places were closed for the Chinese New Year...sad sad...hur hur...anyway after eating, we went to eat desserts at Coffee Bean again!! haha that place is cool...nice view and food...we had girls talk and a few laughs...haha SAM!! klentang klentong bunyi nyer...hahahaha...

in the evening, Ross came by to say HI...haha more than HI actually..hehe his laughter can be heard even across the road i think...haha...cute...and when dearie left, i kinda miss him already...awww...hehe...

ok got to go now...sorry for the long bloggy entry...never been updating lately...hehe...

***ouh our pics***

Wacky & Looney

2005-02-02T23:33:00.000-08:00

dear diary,

ok updates...today is the 2nd february...haha 18 days more to go to muah birthday!! hehe..so happy...19 at last!! eh wait..that means im hitting the big 20 soon..haha growing up is so fun...i cant imagine what i will look like when im 25 or 30...sheesh..kinda scary dont you think? i mean..will my facial features change? maybe look more mature or will i still remain this childish but with wrinkles? haha... will i grow fat? will i grow shorter? eh..scary ah talk about changes...anyway one thing wont change though...that is me...i will still be the same crazy, lame, over-friendly, clumsy and enthusiastic hidayana that you all know...

i may be having a time of my life, partying and having fun now...but i will know my limits...i wont go astray for i will always remember God...i can take good care of myself and no one had ever failed to take care of me...be it my mom or friends...coz i dont need to be taken care of...i just need to be loved...and somehow someone failed to do just that...there is nothing i can do...only to accept things the way it is...better to happen now then later when things got more serious and it gets more difficult to let go...

ok i think i wont be in Singapore on the 8th to 10th coz me and my kuzin going KL for shopping...!!! haha so excited...i want to buy more tops coz im really running out of clothes to wear...haha...im growing and my clothes shrinking...haha maciam betul liddat...anyway im really excited...so fun...

hmm...i have not moved into my kuzin apartment yet...have to get an internet broadband first...then slowly get my stuff and move to her house...then my bro can use my room at home...maybe next month...

Coffee Club Expresstoday me and azlin accompanied imah to sanur at taka to get her pair of black shoes back..after that we went to try our luck at Coffee Club Express...hmm the manager is nice and the working environment is cool...anyway they will inform us next week after the Chinese New Year...hmm hope that we can get...*wish wish*
Imah & Yana's Day Outok after azlin went off to work, me and imah went to borders to chill...we read magazines and got this very very thick book about horoscope signs...haha i looked up for mine and imah's haha imah's one was really accurate..really describe her as a person...but mine, 10% untrue leh...haha...oh and my birthday is the same as Cindy Crawford...haha no wonder i got mole also...lolx..kidding...

after enjoying reading the mags and all, we decided to go Funan mac to have our dinner...haha and to see imah's date... haha so funny, when we got there the mac crew was already disturbing her...haha so funny...but the guy never come out to see her... must be too shy ah...lolx... anyway had our dinner and rot there talking crap...then when we start to do some revision, got this 2 guys sat opposite us...haha i think they are hockey players, coz got hockey stick...but they were wearing so formal...haha funny thing was i was reading my notes when i felt someone staring at me...then when i look up, the guy was staring at muah...gosh...make me embarrassed only...then when its time to go, the guy was shying away...smiling to his friend and back at us...i look at him and smiled back...when we got outside, we stopped to look at handphones...and guess what? they were behind us seh...but i know when we left, they were still eating their meal...haha..so we ignore them and head to mrt...but when we got to the traffic lights, the guys turned back...haha too bad...

ouh before we head home, we went to rafflescity Mango...i tried on this 2 shirts...very nice...its light pink and the other is green...really look nice on me...haha but too bad..this month wont be getting any pay...so have to wait for next month...

anyway..had a cool time today..thanks imah... ok got to sleep now...really tired...zzZZ

Coffee Bean Day

2005-02-01T22:50:00.000-08:00

dear diary,

okie me just finished watching How To Lose A Guy In 10 Days...which i bought yesterday...its a really nice, witty movie...very sweet...haha oklah im into sappy movies remember? haha..ok so here's what happen today...

LATE
haha this morning woke up kinda late, well i was revising VB last minute...but while getting ready for school, mom came to my room to talk...hmm...she's in a dilemma right now...but i told her to do what she thinks is best for us...coz mommy knows the best...haiz sometimes i wonder why we have to go through certain things in life...but like i always tell myself, it helps us be a better and stronger person in the future...ok im digressing...anyway by the time me and mom finished our talk, i was already running late...haha so quickly ran out and flag a cabby...phew...by the time i got to class, the test already started...ok no more late night study for me again...die die wednesday must finish my accounting revision...hmm...

FBodz Meeting
Actually today have dance practice but i didnt go coz they will be practising for the lunch time performances which im not involve in...cant afford to miss anymore classes lah...but before they begin practice, we had a group meeting...some issues were brought up and all..hmm come to think of it, its not a big matter...we must learn to give and take mah...and remember its your talent that will take you to places...no talent? hmm its ok...hardwork will help also...aightz...remember what jin wen said alright peepz...

Coffee Bean
ok after i finished my meeting, went to meet natasha to go somewhere and chill and talk...so we decided to go coffee bean at Forum...hmm...a nice and peaceful place...definitely gonna be the next hang out for me...wee..so nice... ok we had our girls talk while eating cheesecakes, triple decker cheesecake (a must have for muah..) and buster's cheesecake for tasha...and we bought the new white chocolate raspberry ice blend(i think thats the name ah..haha) and my forever blackforest ice blended...but when i took a sip from the blackforest, gosh...no taste seh...so i went to asked if i could get another one..coz seriously no taste..if i can drink i would...and the girl was very nice...she did it again for me...thank you Coffee bean girl barista...haha erm forgot her name ah...ok so i give Forum Coffee Bean a 3 out of 5 rating...cool place...

after talking for a few hours, i receive an sms from Ross sweetie...he was in town also...so i invited him to join us...and he brought the party...haha...had good laughs afterwards...was really nice...haha and everyone was having fun taking pictures using my handphone..haha so funny...hmm..maybe i should get a digicam for my next pay...okie i'll put that in my wishlist!! anyway everyone is cool...they were really friendly and funny...

my words: i think im falling...falling in love with you...i wish time will tell...if what im feeling is true...but there is one thing that i want to tell you...that im scared im not worthy of you...

my thoughts:sometimes things happen for a reason...not all good things will come our way, sometimes it takes one bad thing to discover a good one...

ok my jiwangness got me...sheesh...ok anyway i had another great day...thanks to my bestest friend natasha and ross and new friends ally, jon and isnin...

Cool Events...

2005-01-28T20:53:00.000-08:00

The Date
*blush* the date was great...met up with Ross at orchard mrt and we went to lido to watch Elektra...at first i was kinda nervous, but after both of us start talking and all, i felt much at ease...in fact i feel comfortable actually... the movie starts at 745pm, and since we were early, we went to eat dinner at long john...while eating, Ross shared some funny stories...haha joker seh he...i kept laughing until my cheeks felt cramp..lolx...

after dinner, we head to the cinema...hmm the cinema is almost empty seh...only a few groups of people here and there... throughout the show, i was trying to keep myself warm...even though i was wearing my sweater, i was still feeling cold...haha..me cold-blooded...and Ross tried to keep me warm too... haha thanks Ross....the show was ok...i like the fighting scenes, but the bad guys die too easily...haha maybe the director running out of ideas of how to kill bad guys...hmm..at least jennifer garner still looks nice...and the kid name aby looks like renee zelwegger... my rating for the show? hmm 2 out of 5...

after the movie, we walked all the way down to city hall...haha and we made it, Ross didnt think we could though...haha i had practice...*wink wink* and Ross walked me home too...gentlemen seh...haha and Ross now knows that im scared of cockroaches...haha coz we were walking towards my block, and suddenly cockroaches appeared from under the drains and i actually ran...haha and Ross laughed at me...haha okok i admit im a scardey-cat...but only when it comes to cockroaches...hehe...then it was time to say goodbye...and i got my goodnite kiss too...*dreamy* haa..so cute...

my thoughts: hmm...Ross is a great guy...especially nice and sweet too...well, im glad i got to know him...and i had a great time hanging out with him too...thanks dearie...

The Call
on thursday night, i received a call from the girl...haiz...she found out from someone that i think of her as a bf snatcher...well at some point of time yes i did, even though she said that she does not have the intention to do that, but what they did was hurting...and if there was nothing going on between the both of you, then why kept it a secret? why keep m in the dark about your friendship...if thats what you claim both of you are...just friends...guess what..? im moving on...im not going to regret what i did...and im glad i found it out earlier than later...she adds that he is ready to accept me again...well, im not..coz i will feel insecure all the time...and i dont want to start a relationship feeling that way...and if he wants me, then he has to prove to me he does...
sometimes certain stains in life are not easily to be washed away...

Hip Hop La Rasta Nite
on friday, me and natasha and sherri planned to go for the hip hop nite...which was organised by Live Audio club, its some sort of like clubbing but in school..but only hip hop and reggae songs are played...and there will be a breakdance competition during the night...but at last minute, sherri unable to join us coz she wasnt feeling well...so sad...hmm..but her health comes first...so left me and natasha, but some of her classmates also came for the event...and got mike also...haha this tall funny guy...when we got there, there was not much people in the event room...most of them were the breakers...got quite a number of small kids too..

the first program was the breakdance semi-final competition...they were not that bad...haha im quite impressed too...ouh and everyone liked this small kid...soo cute...his flavors hot i tell you...he got style up his sleeves...oh and got one group was from my secondary school..my seniors in fact...haha was shocked that they know how to break...cool huh...after the semi-finals, it was time to partyyy!! haha at first kinda shy shy...then after a while, alot of people was dancing and all...me and natasha and her friend was dancing away...hehe...so fun...then while dancing, got this group of guys want to dance with us, at first i try to get away but then i give up...what the heck, maybe just one dance with them...haha they were very cute...when i was dancing with them, natasha was already somewhere at the center..lol left your dear friend dance with this really cute guy...at first i wanted to leave...coz i never danced with a guy that close before...but somehow i never left him and neither did he...haha i didnt know how to sing the reggae songs, so he did all the singing...haha...semangat eh...he is a good dancer too...haha and i did enjoy dancing with him...when the dancing was over, we hugged each other goodbye, and i wished him good luck for his break dance finals...i only found out he is 17 and in ite simei and he stay jurong...

then while hanging around outside, met up with dewi, haha she commented that i was sombong (erm..something like arrogant in malay) coz never dance with her or talk to her in there...haha...she say is it bcoz i was busy dancing with my boyfriend...haha i apologised and explained to her that he's not my bf...im single babe...haha then while talking to her, he came towards me...gosh..and he asked for my number...only then i found out his name is Hasman...hehe unique name...just like mine...

after the whole event, met up with natasha...she was talking to her friend who is the organiser for the event...haha we talked about how hot she was on the dance floor...and i agreed...haha they even took her pic when she was dancing...haha natasha flying liao...and he said i was hot too...haha..sheesh..im not lah...we also gave feedback about the whole event..there was not much publicity coz we know the more the merrier...and the event seems to be like a break dance event instead of hip hop la rasta nite that we expected...maybe should have more dancing than breaking...or better still, make the breaking semi-finals a seperate event and have only the finals during the hip hop nite...but all in all..we all did have fun...so its a job well done...

after that, natasha asked me along to go clubbing...but i didnt bring along my IC...haha..so blurr...so we met up with her boyfriend to eat dinner at Lau Pa Sat first...after that then decide where to go...we had a huge supper and i was really full when we left the table...haha... so after dinner, we met up with natasha's bf's friend and head to Queens bar...last time known as Hendrix bar...went there and used my ezlink as identification...hahaha...silly me...after getting tagged, went to nearby coffeeshop to drink...hmm i had coke while the 3 of them drank...hehe...me good girl...while the guys were drinking and yakking away, me and natasha was anticipating to return to the bar, so we could dance again...haha...we got back to the bar at almost 3am...and truthfully, the school event was much nicer than the club scene...haha the songs were not nice and the party was not dancing much...sheesh...maybe because it was friday...haha...but we enjoyed ourself by dancing like no one's business...haha and natasha went to dance at the podium again...lolx...

it was at 6am that we finally left the place...haha funny..nat's bf's friend want to get to know me, but he shy...so he asked them to ask me instead...haha we took a cabby home...but when i got home, i was soo dead tired, i slept when i got to my room...anyway i really had a great time...thanks natasha for everything...i enjoyed myself the whole night...its nice to spend time with ya...hehe thanks babe! :D

Sports Championship Tournament
on saturday, we had captain ball tournament...my group name is NIL..haha actually we wanna put Sure Lose..but we stick to Nil instead...haha so in my team, there's Sheng Chuan aka captain, marcus aka manager, felicia aka shooter, eunice aka catcher, tracy aka fierce attacker, jin keat aka jumping defender, lay ying aka supporting teamplayer, li yue aka shooter too and me! aka cheerleader!!! whoahaha...ok i was kinda nervous before the game started so i was yakking and cheering away for other teams...which was cool..coz they really need it...haha and it also helps me calm down...in order to qualify for the finals, we have to try to score as many goals and win as many games... hmm...and guess what? we won all the 3 games!! wee...so happy...first game scored 6-0, second game 6-0 and the last game 10-0... haha i guess we live up to our name...by not letting other teams score any points..haha action seh..hehe you guys played very well seh...good team spirit...and this was my first game where i wasnt angry at any point of time...i was laughing and playing all the way...hehe we did a great job...i hope we could get into finals...hehe... and if we do, we have to put extra times a zillion effort because there will surely be the "kayaking team" and our seniors team...3 very tough teams...but im sure we can do it...hehe we aim for silver this time coz last year we got bronze... *wink wink* the first 2 games we played really seriously...but the last game, we versus fahmi's team...haha was really whacky man... i tried to grab the ball from fahmi, but i knocked him down instead, and he roll and roll on the court...wah liew...so drama!!! fahmi, you owe me a chocolate for that ok...haha then along the way also got other dramas like the time marcus and fahmi both fell and farhan also join in...haha we kept laughing while playing the game...haha now thats what i call a friendly match...but i got injuries during the last match...coz i bummed into somebody..hmm wait i forgot who...erm...ok nvm..i bummed into the person and fell with both knee first..haha stupid mistake...and kinda scraped my right knee and injured my left knee behind...haha weak ah...but im happy coz we won all the matches!!i think everybody had fun on that day...i sure did! hehe...now i anticipating the results for the finals...*wish wish*

Moving Forward...

2005-01-25T01:43:00.000-08:00

Dear Diary,
Ok sorry for not updating muah bloggy, coz been busy with school and finding a nice template... ok recently i got to know this really sweet guy, Ross...and i find him really nice and sweet, and gosh, i have a date with him tml...its been almost 2 years i have not dated any other guy other than syawai, and i really2 am nervous...haha but i did told him before hand that its been long since i last dated...

Openhouse this year was ok...had to dance for the 3 days of openhouse...had a great time but i was kinda nervous...haha my tiny stage fright got in the way....the crowd was mostly nyp students themselves...hmm..i think NYP getting less and less popular..then during the 3 days of openhouse, i met Hafiz, this guy who has a crush on me while i was stationed at Bishan Seiyu promotion...haha he's only 16 seh...found out he has been working at my school's macdonald during the holidays...and that he is joining my school's Vespers Team, the cheerleading team...

yesterday celebrated KT's birthday!! wee...so happy for her...erm..not the getting old part, but the birthday part...haha gerl, mine is next month...no difference...me, natasha, izyan, izyan's bf, zafran and the birthday girl Kt meet up at dhoby ghaut mrt at 630pm..actually suppose to have more people but they have something last minute so cant make it...so we made our way to PS foodcourt to eat at this really nice store...Riverside Indonesian something...haha forgot...and we all ordered the same dish, which is bbq chicken rice...its ok lah...not bad...maybe because i was kinda full already...after that, me rushed to swenson to buy the birthday cake and meet up with them at the istana park...haha i bought an oreo ice cream cake and guess what? they never provide knife...sheesh..so have to rush down to carrefour to buy a knife and serviettes and lighter...haha then when i got to the park, there was no way to hide the cake...tsk tsk no surprise liao...but its ok...after that we cut up the cake, took some pictures and then its time to leave liao...anyway i hope kt had a great time and so is everyone... :)

hari raya haji was ok...not much to be happy about coz my nenek is sick...she is soo fragile and small when i saw her, i feel like crying...haiz...she has been sick all the time, but on that day, its like she look too weak to even get out of bed...i hate to see grandma like this...its the same feeling i have when i saw my granddad in the hospital he was in...all i can do is pray and hope she gets well soon..

okie got to go school now...till next time...muacks!!

Muah First Entry... :)

2005-01-19T01:07:00.000-08:00

currently listening to If You're Not The One...

Happy New Year Everyone!!! Its 2005 at last...weee weeet!! haha anyway its a new year and a new beginning... 2004 has been the most heartbreaking year and the year with the most bad things that happen, be it to family or friends or boyfriend...But im sure its all a test from God to make me a stronger and better person in the future...

Yeah a new year means new classes, new experience, new clothes (erm..when i get my pay that is...haha..lolx), new friends and new boyfriend? haha..not going to rush through things though... i just want to say sorry to all my friends, who had been very patient with me through the whole of last year, thanks for being a great listening ear and shoulder to cry on...you peeps wrock my life lah!! angie, eunice, azlin and fel, thanks babe!! not forgetting to my brothers Ian, yan, alex, and many more..thanks for the advice and motivation... where would i be without my friends.. thank you thank you soo much...

my new year resolution is...(yes..angie) be punctual, make more money, spend wisely, pamper myself, be happy everyday and begin a new relaionship with mr X...haha wonder who it might be..

another tribute going to my dear: i start off this journey with you to show you how to love and be loved, and my journey ends when you stop loving me... i dont have any regrets as i know God has someone in store for you...i am grateful that he showed me that there is still honest and sincere guys out there who wants to be loved and i just hope you will be happy with whoever you will be with... you can always be my friend and i will be there for you when you need me... i hope you forgive me for my wrongdoings..be it big or small...thanks for all the sweet memories that you gave me, if we are fated to meet again, i hope you will be there to stay...i love you dear..take care and God bless...treasure the pieces that life give you along the way, you will never know when you will misplace or lose it...

ok...im going to school soon...take care everybody...
hidayana hope and pray he will be here to stay the next time round..*wish wish*

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