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Monday, February 21, 2005

firstly i would like to say a big Thank You!!! to all those who had wished me a Happy
Birthday...thank you soo much for remembering...it really means soo much to me...*muacks*this past few days been really cool and fun!! haha who wouldnt be, when they are spending
time with their loved ones and of coz my darlings....haha

Paradigm
on the 18th, meet up with my darlings, natasha and sherri to celebrate my
birthday, in advanced...hehe...as usual, went to eat dinner at Magic Wok Far East..ouh and
this time, there's fried wanton!! hahaha yummy...then while eating, natasha gave me
my birthday present...its a lovely-best_friends_only- bling_bling necklace!! haha its really
nice...gosh thats the sweetest thing...thank you sweetie...you're the best friend i ever
had...*muacks*

after dinner, we made our way to Paradigm...along the way, there was the Chingay event going
on...haha and even though it was kinda crowded, the 3 of us still walk side by side holding
hands...haha like our own road like that...then when we got to Paradigm, we got tagged and
me and sherri signed up for the Lady's Card...hehe when we got inside, Zaid and his
friend already there..erm iqram(paiseh dunno how to spell)...the place was almost empty
seh..so the girls went to get their free drinks..no lah i never drink...after drinking, we
went to PS 7-11 to slack...i bought my drink and chocolates...yummy...perk me up a little... then i met ken and anis and steph at PS...hmm their emo moment i can tell...

haha we listened to songs on Zaid's handphone...haha which is much more fun compared to the
scene previously...haha i think im into reggae now..lolx...

by the time we got there, the club was filled with more people...thankfully..but hor...this
one joker was dancing away on the dance floor...haha when he gets tired, he sat down and
when he was hyper, he start to dance again...gosh he is the only one on the dance floor
leh..haha... horrible...

after that, zaid's friend, min came down to join us...haha friendly guy..and he is a pisces
too...his birthday is on the 26th feb...so cool...sherri is a pisces too...3 pisces clubbing
tonight babeh...haha after a while, we started dancing and laughing...it was oklah...at
least we did have a little fun...

at the end of the day, the guys sent us home on their bikes...me with min and tasha with
zaid..ahaha and thats when everyone knows im a bike virgin!! haha lolx...i asked tasha(the
expert..hehe) to teach me how to ride...paiseh man...but it was fun...really fun...when we
stop at shell, we took pictures...i really had a cool time that night...yeah man im inspired
to get a bike license now...

thank you tasha and sherri for the cool night out...and min for sending me home...*muacks*
love you girls to bits mann...hehe

Happy Birthday!!!
wee...20th was my birthday, but i celebrate it on 21st instead coz both me and dear are
working...so on the monday, met up with dear after class and went to Mediacorp to claim my
tix for the Romeo & Juliet play...hehe..cool huh...thanks to dearie...

after that, we took a cabby to town, and went to have dinner at Cream Bistro @ pacific
plaza..haha me first time eating there...we had hot&spicy chicken wings..which is very
nice..and i had spaghetti goreng and lime ice-blended and oreo cheesecake...and dearie had
salmon udon and mango ice-blend...hehe i was so full by the time we left teh place...

after that, we went to catch Hide&Seek at Lido shaw...dearie slept during the movie!! but he
guessed the ending pretty well...haha bleargh..action seh...haha...i didnt expect the ending
to be that way...haha...anyway you guys have to watch it...i give it 3 out of 5 popcorns...

after movie, we went home...dear sent me home again..hehe..so gentleman...we slack under my
block for a while so i could open my gifts...guess what i got?? haha i was shocked seh!!i got a Guess Charm Bracelet...really sweet...match with the necklace that tasha bought for
me...and he bought me the Levi's top that i liked...haha found out he and my darling tasha
subahat to find me a gift for my birthday...haha...no wonder she kept asking me whether i
liked the top...hehehe...dear sang me a sweet birthday song...gosh i was blushing by then...

my thoughts: i enjoyed my birthday very much...never been this pampered...gosh...i feel like
the luckiest gurl on earth!! i will treasure these moments and will always do...thanks
dearie...and thanks sweetie tasha n sherri...

you can view natasha blog for more details too...

dun look back in time @ 11:36 PM

Wednesday, February 16, 2005

Pisces

Your positive traits:
You're very tuned into your lover's feelings - and always doing something caring.Sweetness - you're the most romantic person your parnter has ever met.You get easily swept away and are a total delight to fall in love with.

Your negative traits:
You are super duper sensitive and find it hard to get out of a sad mood.It's difficult for you to tell your sweetie no, even when you should.You often tell your partner what they want to hear, instead of being honest.

Your ideal partner:
Is straight from a fairy tale - the man or woman of your dreamsIs a total romantic, with an artistic or creative sideLoves to express their love to you, in all sorts of unique ways

Your dating style: Dreamy. You like traditional romantic dates, like picnics in the park and candlelight dinners.

Your seduction style:
Fearless - you try what your parnter suggests, no matter how unusual.Loving. You'll take your pleasure second, if necessary.Internal. A lot of your enjoyment takes place within your head.

Tips for the future:
Be more realistic. Your romantic ideal is nice, but it may just not happen.Let go of your fear of rejection - it's holding you back from being with your true love.Open yourself up to a new love. The person you think you want make not be the one..

Best color to attract mate: Seafoam green

Best day for a date: Friday

haha got this from natasha..cool eh...sounds like me...sheesh...

Wednesday
after school, met up with dearie at taka coffee club to have dinner...haha when i got there, daniel ong is there too!! ouh and this guy, danny...haha so cool man...i was impressed when he can do all those bbox thing(for those who not sure what it is, its the sounds they make with their mouth...haha...)...gosh...genius...and they were all really friendly, but i was kinda quiet...haha shocked to see Dan lah...he is funny as always...but of coz my dearie funnier...lolx...
and the food was great! i had baked chicken macaroni...really nice...haha dear help me to finish it too...haha and we had fondue... gosh heavenly foods!! and danny was already overwhelm...haha he reminds me of eric...haha similar reaction siah...had a really cool dinner and thanks to Dan for treating us all...

after that, me and dear went to kinokuniya to check out some books...later jon joined us there...ouh and i learned who is lucifer... haha blurness...after that, we went to far east where dear and jon went to shop for some t-shirts...hmm no tee which i liked, so didnt buy anything...later on, we went to join the rest at mac to chill...had great laughs and after that we went home...

yippeee....3 more days to muah birthday!!! so happy!!!

ouh dearie got me 2 teddies and a box of sweets for valentine's day...so cute!! haha thanks dear...*muacks*

dun look back in time @ 8:48 PM

Tuesday, February 15, 2005

im so confuse...will be blogging again after a few days...

=Under Construction=

dun look back in time @ 12:11 AM

Monday, February 14, 2005

My Poem
These words are my own...erm titleless poem...

Have you thought of what you would do.
If you lose a loved one
Or someone close to you.
Will you let the time fly and cry all day,
Or will you stop to think and pray.

Will you hold on to his or her things
Or pack it in boxes and throw it away.
Will you just remember the first hello
Or just the last goodbye.
Will you sit by the phone, waiting for him to call,
But cry because he couldn't at all.

Will you regret what you didnt do
Or regret 'cause its too late to say "I love you"
How could i ever forgive myself
If something bad happens to you
Taking for granted that each day i had you.
Now i know what i would do,
So i take this moment to say that "I love you".

-Hidayana-

Valentine's Day
Gosh...its the day of the year where flowers are everywhere...and the time of month where i will be broke and so will my bf...hahaha reason? its the month of V-day and muah birthday...haha anyway i got my rose just now...plus a blue rose from Alex(so sweet right...haha thanks Alex), a paper rose from Brian(so cute seh...i think he make himself one...), and ferrero rocher flower from Cindy(hehe...yummy)....cool day for flowers...of coz the rest of my darlings also got one too...hehe...everyone soo happy today....Happy Valentine's Day everyone!!!

anyway today went for the OS class, which was at 12pm, did the CMS quiz for 30minutes and after that went to eat lunch with my darlings...haha it was Eunice's treat becoz she hit 4d..haha consolation $75...lolx...we all came up with the numbers and she went to buy...haha so lucky seh...ok so we went to Mac to eat...then bum into Natasha & Sherri..haha all wearing black today...sheesh...oh yeah we having our V-day date today!! woohoo...girls date...haha friends are special too ok...hmm..anyway im waiting for 6pm so can meet up with Nat & Sherri later...actually im kinda broke already...haha so must budget-ize a bit...

The Night
last saturday, i met up with natasha after work to chill in town....we went shopping for a while at Far East and head to Forum afterward...haha then in the end, we end up sitting at Forum Mac, where we bumped into Amir(from my secondary school...)...haha but sadly no free fries...haha freebie freak me..

dearie Ross came to meet me after work...hehe..he look so cute in that hat...
after that natasha went off to paradigm with her bro and friends, and me and dearie and jon went to Mad Monks...haha...when got there, i make somemore new friends..hmm...cool bunch of peeps...

everyone was dancing away...me? haha chilling with dearie by the river at clarke quay....it was a quiet and sweet moment until, the sky start to pee...haha....dear said bangle peeing from the top building...haha..ok lame..anyway thats the night i am officially his girlfriend...haha...oklah i very blurr gurl...i wont know im his until he tell me...and the rest of the night i felt dizzy...from the excitement of being his girl...haha crazy head...okok...

anyway im really glad he came to my life...and he is thankful for that too...i hope i have found what i've been searching for....*wish wish*

okie got to go now...toodles~

my words: I love Wong Kuan Ming Roszaimi!!! *muacks*

dun look back in time @ 1:14 AM

Thursday, February 10, 2005

Captain Ball Tournament
haha on the 5th of february, my team clinched Gold!! for the Captain Ball tournament... haha so happy!! we never thought we could win..but everyone did their best...we wanted silver but we brought home Gold!! ahaha..on that day Ross dearie came down to support muah...haha pity him coz he didnt have enough sleep but still come down to support...so sweet right...hehe..ouh but bad bad thing...he kena sun burn...sorry sweetie...gosh i felt so bad for asking him to come down...but i have to thank him for coming down to support...that was really sweet...

ouh during the game, "rudolf" shouted CHI-BYE at me...haha reason? coz i was marking her damn close and she doesnt liked it...haha she asking for it anyway..who ask her to mark people like that...? and then after that got an accident...sheesh i was really shocked to see that much blood...she kinda trip on my foot when trying to get the ball, while i was turning...and she kind of scrape her old wound...arghh...painful...but i did apologise even though not my fault...hmm...

overall great game, Outkast got 3rd, Jo's Kambing Soup (haha..khairul's team) 2nd and NIL (my team) first... hehe..had lots of fun and excitement that day....ouh ouh and my bro, taufiq team won the soccer tournament too...hehe congrats bro!! like brother like sister...heh heh...

Girls Night Out
anyway after the tournament, i went to shower in school and meet up with natasha in town...after that we went to eat dinner at Magic Wok..heh heh yummy mee goreng and all time fav food, fried wanton!! after eating, went to shop shop..me bought a tank top and a pair of earrings, and my bro's mest cap...cheap cheap...haha...so happy...after that went to play pool with tasha and her guy...at first tasha dont wanna play...and then after my first game with him, tasha joined in...haha she got addicted to pool now!! hahaa...kekekz seh...

after that, me and tasha went home...actually tot of going clubbing, but no guys...so met up with Ross and jon to go back home together...haha this 2 kookoos dont know how to go home...so tired and shagged still hang around in town...haha..cute siah...

Girls Night Out Again
Monday was the start of my term break, i was kinda bored at home early in the morning, so plan to meet up with Natasha and Sherri...since they have attachment, so met them up kinda late...i was so bored, i went to Westmall to shop around to see if there was anything nice to buy...but sadly none...only got myself a nice sweater...hehe...

after that, i head down to Orchard Library...haha my fav solo spot...was reading Visual Basic book...haha i thought can get a few ideas on how to implement my project, but sadly none...haha school notes are much more useful... after borrowing my books, i went to eat my lunch, tot of asking Ross to join me, but he already eaten...so i went to Delifrance, coz i was craving for Ciabatta..yummy...hehe with tuna of coz...erm but i never liked the soup...its too salty for me...after dinner Ross asked me to come over to Lucky Plaza Pool there...so i went there to look for him..i blur seh..coz never went to that pool area before...sheesh..when i got there, i made new friends!!... like Ezza(who seems to look familiar but i cant recall..haha), Nurul(the quite one...hehe) and Muni(the one with the really cool hair...and she is my junior in my school...hehe..small world)...anyway Ross dear accompanied me at Lido Mac until Natasha & Sherri arrived...haha while waiting, Jon made really funny jokes..not lame but really funny for the first time seh..haha...coz he too shag from the lack of sleep...and then everyone went home..so left me and Ross...we chatted and joked...haha i blur enough to fall for the 2 legged duck joke...sheesh...Yana's blurr moment....haha...

after meeting up with the girls, Ross head home and we girls head to Magic Wok again for dinner...haha i was starving by then...but too bad, no more fried wanton...so i ordered thai balachan fried rice...not bad...hehe filling...

after that we went to Forum, but it was kinda pack and decided to watch midnight movie instead...hehe and Sherri recommended A Moment To Remember...its a korean romance movie...haha at first i kind of have doubts whether i will be able to be moved or touched by the movie...haha and guess what? i was the first one to cry among the 3 girls!! haha i thought only bollywood make me cry....but the show is worth watching!! really nice and it has a good plot...good actors and actresses...might even catch a few korean phrases along the way..haha...sweeet....ouh i finally got my jumbo hotdog that i was craving for...haha recently got alot of cravings seh...maciam pregnant like that...sheesh...

ok after that, we walked all the way down to esplanade...haha when we got there, we were so shagged...i turn on my radio and the two sleepyheads slept....i was still awake...i cant sleep lah.. haha...when they finally woke up, we took a cabby home...hmm no more late nights for you girls if its a school night k? hehe but we had fun laughing and crying and laughing again....lolx...

Go Johor
OUh on wednesday i went to JB with my kuzin and aunt instead...haha too bad no KL for me... anyway luckily it wasnt that crowded...ok first thing we all bought when we got there was VCDs!! haha siow...my aunt bought 7, my kuzin bought 6 and me 2....haha crazee...kena caught then you know...haha...i bought Meet the Fockers coz bro wanted to watch it soo much but didnt get the chance...and Princess Diaries 2 for me...hmm the rest were DVDs so i cant buy coz my com cant read DVD haha...lolx...

after shopping for VCDs, we were starving and went to eat at Pizza Hut....yummy was really full when we finally left the place, ordered the new pizza, spaghetti, garlic bread(a must!! haha), chicken wings, salad and soups....gosh...we were that hungry seh...haha...then after that, we went to shop somemore...bought facial stuff, i bought 2 tops, a pair of earrings and chewing gums...i was really happy...but sadly when i got home, one of the top was a short sleeved one..haha blur me never check...anyway its ok...maybe next time...

Girls Night Out part 3
hmm...yesterday meet up with Natasha & KT....haha we girls never get bored of each other...lolx..went to eat at Forum Mac coz all other places were closed for the Chinese New Year...sad sad...hur hur...anyway after eating, we went to eat desserts at Coffee Bean again!! haha that place is cool...nice view and food...we had girls talk and a few laughs...haha SAM!! klentang klentong bunyi nyer...hahahaha...

in the evening, Ross came by to say HI...haha more than HI actually..hehe his laughter can be heard even across the road i think...haha...cute...and when dearie left, i kinda miss him already...awww...hehe...

ok got to go now...sorry for the long bloggy entry...never been updating lately...hehe...

***ouh our pics***

dun look back in time @ 11:39 PM

Wednesday, February 02, 2005

dear diary,

ok updates...today is the 2nd february...haha 18 days more to go to muah birthday!! hehe..so happy...19 at last!! eh wait..that means im hitting the big 20 soon..haha growing up is so fun...i cant imagine what i will look like when im 25 or 30...sheesh..kinda scary dont you think? i mean..will my facial features change? maybe look more mature or will i still remain this childish but with wrinkles? haha... will i grow fat? will i grow shorter? eh..scary ah talk about changes...anyway one thing wont change though...that is me...i will still be the same crazy, lame, over-friendly, clumsy and enthusiastic hidayana that you all know...

i may be having a time of my life, partying and having fun now...but i will know my limits...i wont go astray for i will always remember God...i can take good care of myself and no one had ever failed to take care of me...be it my mom or friends...coz i dont need to be taken care of...i just need to be loved...and somehow someone failed to do just that...there is nothing i can do...only to accept things the way it is...better to happen now then later when things got more serious and it gets more difficult to let go...

ok i think i wont be in Singapore on the 8th to 10th coz me and my kuzin going KL for shopping...!!! haha so excited...i want to buy more tops coz im really running out of clothes to wear...haha...im growing and my clothes shrinking...haha maciam betul liddat...anyway im really excited...so fun...

hmm...i have not moved into my kuzin apartment yet...have to get an internet broadband first...then slowly get my stuff and move to her house...then my bro can use my room at home...maybe next month...

Coffee Club Expresstoday me and azlin accompanied imah to sanur at taka to get her pair of black shoes back..after that we went to try our luck at Coffee Club Express...hmm the manager is nice and the working environment is cool...anyway they will inform us next week after the Chinese New Year...hmm hope that we can get...*wish wish*
Imah & Yana's Day Outok after azlin went off to work, me and imah went to borders to chill...we read magazines and got this very very thick book about horoscope signs...haha i looked up for mine and imah's haha imah's one was really accurate..really describe her as a person...but mine, 10% untrue leh...haha...oh and my birthday is the same as Cindy Crawford...haha no wonder i got mole also...lolx..kidding...

after enjoying reading the mags and all, we decided to go Funan mac to have our dinner...haha and to see imah's date... haha so funny, when we got there the mac crew was already disturbing her...haha so funny...but the guy never come out to see her... must be too shy ah...lolx... anyway had our dinner and rot there talking crap...then when we start to do some revision, got this 2 guys sat opposite us...haha i think they are hockey players, coz got hockey stick...but they were wearing so formal...haha funny thing was i was reading my notes when i felt someone staring at me...then when i look up, the guy was staring at muah...gosh...make me embarrassed only...then when its time to go, the guy was shying away...smiling to his friend and back at us...i look at him and smiled back...when we got outside, we stopped to look at handphones...and guess what? they were behind us seh...but i know when we left, they were still eating their meal...haha..so we ignore them and head to mrt...but when we got to the traffic lights, the guys turned back...haha too bad...

ouh before we head home, we went to rafflescity Mango...i tried on this 2 shirts...very nice...its light pink and the other is green...really look nice on me...haha but too bad..this month wont be getting any pay...so have to wait for next month...

anyway..had a cool time today..thanks imah... ok got to sleep now...really tired...zzZZ

dun look back in time @ 11:33 PM

Tuesday, February 01, 2005

dear diary,

okie me just finished watching How To Lose A Guy In 10 Days...which i bought yesterday...its a really nice, witty movie...very sweet...haha oklah im into sappy movies remember? haha..ok so here's what happen today...

LATE
haha this morning woke up kinda late, well i was revising VB last minute...but while getting ready for school, mom came to my room to talk...hmm...she's in a dilemma right now...but i told her to do what she thinks is best for us...coz mommy knows the best...haiz sometimes i wonder why we have to go through certain things in life...but like i always tell myself, it helps us be a better and stronger person in the future...ok im digressing...anyway by the time me and mom finished our talk, i was already running late...haha so quickly ran out and flag a cabby...phew...by the time i got to class, the test already started...ok no more late night study for me again...die die wednesday must finish my accounting revision...hmm...

FBodz Meeting
Actually today have dance practice but i didnt go coz they will be practising for the lunch time performances which im not involve in...cant afford to miss anymore classes lah...but before they begin practice, we had a group meeting...some issues were brought up and all..hmm come to think of it, its not a big matter...we must learn to give and take mah...and remember its your talent that will take you to places...no talent? hmm its ok...hardwork will help also...aightz...remember what jin wen said alright peepz...

Coffee Bean
ok after i finished my meeting, went to meet natasha to go somewhere and chill and talk...so we decided to go coffee bean at Forum...hmm...a nice and peaceful place...definitely gonna be the next hang out for me...wee..so nice... ok we had our girls talk while eating cheesecakes, triple decker cheesecake (a must have for muah..) and buster's cheesecake for tasha...and we bought the new white chocolate raspberry ice blend(i think thats the name ah..haha) and my forever blackforest ice blended...but when i took a sip from the blackforest, gosh...no taste seh...so i went to asked if i could get another one..coz seriously no taste..if i can drink i would...and the girl was very nice...she did it again for me...thank you Coffee bean girl barista...haha erm forgot her name ah...ok so i give Forum Coffee Bean a 3 out of 5 rating...cool place...

after talking for a few hours, i receive an sms from Ross sweetie...he was in town also...so i invited him to join us...and he brought the party...haha...had good laughs afterwards...was really nice...haha and everyone was having fun taking pictures using my handphone..haha so funny...hmm..maybe i should get a digicam for my next pay...okie i'll put that in my wishlist!! anyway everyone is cool...they were really friendly and funny...

my words: i think im falling...falling in love with you...i wish time will tell...if what im feeling is true...but there is one thing that i want to tell you...that im scared im not worthy of you...

my thoughts:sometimes things happen for a reason...not all good things will come our way, sometimes it takes one bad thing to discover a good one...

ok my jiwangness got me...sheesh...ok anyway i had another great day...thanks to my bestest friend natasha and ross and new friends ally, jon and isnin...

dun look back in time @ 10:50 PM